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AF showed yesterday. Guess what? She also brought cramps and uncomfortable with her. So yes, the gang is all here and ready to visit for the next week. Part of me is glad, a chance to move on. And another part of me is sad. I was hoping between all these procedures we might of been able to conceive on our own. So tomorrow I start clomid. I love taking this drug because it immediately helps lighten up my cycle right away on day three. I begin taking it from day three to day seven, 100 milligrams.

Thankfully today is Friday and jeans day. Comfort. Yesterday I was taught another step in what I will be doing at work. So this is good. The gals that are my back-up are great. Yesterday, I was feeling a bit overwhelmed and sent out an email saying I had work if they needed something to do. One of the gals, ‘P’ came and picked up the entire folder. I was like, ‘Yay’!!

I also talked to my old co-worker ‘Mom’ and things are still the same there. I miss everyone, but not the management style. It seems the ‘boss man’ is still being indecisive as always. What can a person do? On the plus side, it seems that Princess only has until next Tuesday before her contract is up. And the ‘boss man’ wasn’t to clear on whether or not she will be extended. I am keeping my fingers crossed for the whole department that she won’t be.

That’s about all I know for now. I hope that you have a great day!!

Tags: clomid, IUI, jeans day

This morning I took another HPT. Stark white negative. That was the result. So now I have to believe that I have ovulated later than suspected. Ok, AF … I am prepared. Again, show your face!! I dare ya. I just want to get started on the next cycle. I want to move onto IUI’s. Patience is not my virtue.

This morning, early morning Tator Tot is going to go fishing with my Mom’s husband. I don’t think that they are going to take the boat out. But then again, that’s what ‘R’ said the other day and they did take the boat out. Both the guys were totally worn out that day. And Tator Tot really got sun burnt!! Hopefully he will remember his hat today.

I have been looking and looking at online colleges because I have totally decided that I want to get a degree. I am just not sure where I want to go. I really want to pursue a degree in Human Services. The only school that I have found which offers both an associates and a bachelor’s degree in this field is University of Phoenix. Then I am not sure if I want to go only for the associates or jump straight to the bachelor’s degree. Oh the decisions. I am trying to get Tator Tot interested in returning to school. But he said yesterday that he would prefer a classroom setting versus online. That’s where we differ. I don’t think that I could go sit in a classroom at my age.

That’s all I have for now. I hope that you have a great day!!

Tags: negative HPT, fishing, online colleges

Its now the sixth and still no visit from AF. Its to the point were Tator Tot and I have all these thoughts of nine months and a baby. This cycle is totally out of whack!! I am tired of daring her to show her face, we are here and ready for her visit, if that is what is suppose to happen with this cycle. Honestly, I am getting tired of waiting. I have never really been a patient person. So another day down and going through the next.

Finally, the insurance guy called my office yesterday to get things set-up so I can sign the title to my Little Blue Aveo. It will officially no longer be mine. I still miss it and every once in a while Tator Tot and I talk about it. We miss it especially with gas prices as high as they are.

Yesterday, Tator Tot went fishing with my Mom’s husband, ‘R’. It sounds like they had a good time. Except Tator Tot forgot to wear a baseball cap and even the top of his poor little head is sun burnt. Oh man, the things they talk about it. Sometimes I get a kick of how ‘R’ thinks when he is away from everyone else. He thinks the same way we do about some of the ‘family’. Tator Tot and he are two pea’s in a pod.

That’s about all I have for now. I hope that you have a great morning!!

Tags: no visit, signing the title, fishing

I waited all day yesterday. A long 24 hours to see the arrival of AF. I was ready to greet her with a big smile. Maybe my willingness to see her is what has scared her off? Ok, its getting ridiculous. Its time, once again I say, show your face!!

Yesterday, I know that I mentioned my breasts were not as sore. Well that ended up being a big fat lie. By the time the end of the day came around, they were hurting again. Oh so sore. All I could think was that going without a bra for the majority of Saturday, let up the discomfort a little. But last night when was laying directly on my side I could feel how uncomfortable it was.

After seeing the negative HPT, I am not holding out much hope that this cycle is a go. But I also know that those tests can be negative one day and then the next positive. So I don’t know what to think. Other than I am getting frustrated with AF.

I am sorry to make this more of a rant than anything else. I am going to sign off for now. I will keep you updated on the arrival of AF. I hope that you have a great morning!!

Tags: no AF, sore breasts, HPT